October is a global 1 month in global 9 year. Things continue to end so new things can begin.. like you have to leave/end first grade to go on to second grade- eventually it will end so you can begin that next part.  Think back to October 2007.  What was going on in your life then, what transpired?  Or October 1998, another 1 month in a 9 year combo– endings and beginnings.  Of course this is talking about the global not your own personal year.  Your personal numerology years is calculated by adding your birth month to your birthdate to the global year.  Here is mine  3 (March) + 2 + 2 + 0 + 1 + 6 =14 (1 + 4 = 5)  I am in a 5 personal year in a 9 global year.  This is one of the basics of the study of numerology.  A good interpreter of numerology could explain what all this means for you.  In the meantime, there is also a really good book I rely on called “The idiots guide to Numerology.”  It is basic, simple, layman and thorough.  Suffice it to say, I have a lot of change and closure this year that is giving way to a lot more freedom in my life.

So before we go on to October, let’s review a bit.  September was an awfully busy and unpredictable month.  There were all kinds of astrological events and Earth shifts.  We were really being tested in our ability to “go with the flow”  to “trust everything is exactly as it should be.”  Did you?  Hope so, so you don’t have to keep going over that lesson  again and again.  Towards the end of September, the eclipses really brought up the ego pieces– and they are still flying around.  Our worst frights might have shown up in our reality (health scares, financial scares, abandonment scares, powerlessness scares).  It was a time for us to really ground to  “I know everything is fine and working out exactly the way it should- I know I am Divinely guided and protected.”   I found myself holding that space for a lot of folks (and happy to do so)  Joining fear with more panic, fear and anxiety does not help it- it re-energizes the fear and gives it more power to create and manifest.  Reminding yourself and others that everything is okay is like a soothing blanket of peace that allows us to calm down and”hear/know” our intuitive guidance.  And it reassures us that our spirit- not our wounds or our egos are creating our life.

So September was a little rough.  The Egos were flying full mast.  How does this show up? What does this look like?    When the Soul of us is moving us into our destiny or going to another level of our destiny, anything that is not in alignment with that or is no longer needed, will begin to leave or we will be asked to leave it behind.  For us humans, especially when we are not even aware we are a soul with a body, we freak and interpret/perceive this as bad. We simply resist. Very few of us like to be or appreciate being stretched beyond our comfort zone even when we hate the reality of our current zone.  Nonetheless, the Soul always wants to bring us to our most happy, peace filled, joy filled state and will move us as needed.  And this is the 9 year in action for sure.  Think of it as your lower (unconscious shadow) mind and higher (soul filled super conscious) mind fighting over the life direction and having a clash right in the middle of your conscious mind.  What does this look like?  The ego will reach for a distraction.  It will make your focus on something unnecessary making whatever it is seem super important.  This will feel justified and even righteous.  It will make you fantasize and day dream about what could/should be without taking any action towards that or useless actions towards that (again feeling justified and righteous).  It will make your blame and give your excuses why you are powerless to change something. It will sabotage something you have worked hard for (and you may even be completely conscious you are doing that but don’t stop yourself). It shows up as control freaks, manipulative and sometimes passive aggressive behavior. It shows up as chaos and dramas and then says  “I didn’t create this or want this, it just showed up.”  It will make lots of excuses for bad behavior, thoughts, habits,words, actions and inactions.  It will fixate on an outcome and only see that as the way out.  It will try and “help”  (ie save, rescue, do the work for, fix) someone else so it won’t have to make the necessary changes it needs to make. It will blame everyone and everything– A LOT.  It will engage as many people as it can in it’s drama, you could be distracted  or sucked into someone else’s dramas and chaos and may want to get involved or take over.  It will resist the good positive growth the soul is creating– piss and moan, fight, cry and have bodily pains the whole time the Soul is creating the growth– this is resistance!  It will focus on stuff that is so irrelevant that those on the outside want to scream (hence triggering their egos).  It will make everything seem like the end of the world.  It will be belligerent, obnoxious, righteous, judgmental, critical and sometime cruel. And it will fixate your mind and funnel precious energy out your being with worry thoughts and feelings– and it will keep you pretty preoccupied with this one.   Any of this sound familiar?  And at it’s worst, it will be angry, hateful, blaming, resentful and it will act on those feelings deliberately harming others and mostly our own selves.  Yeah September brought this all up.

I know we all want to run and hide under some white light blanket right now but that is not what is needed.  What is needed is to hold the light. Maybe that and a good laugh.  Going to your SELF and affirming, everything is okay, everything is exactly how it should be.  Telling others this when they are in crisis.  Not buying into the crisis, suffering, panic, pain.  Staying grounded in your spiritual core and staying extremely grounded to the Earth.  This will help YOU to stay out of ego and not get triggered into your ego and allow you to hold the space for all those in your reality who may not be able to do the same.  Hey listen someone’s gotta do it and you are the one reading this, not your people!

Haaaa…So what will October bring?  Well there will be some sort of new beginnings.  Some things will start while stuff continues to end.  There will be alot of forward motion as a lot of the planets that were retrograde move forward. So things on the back burners move front and get completed or manifested. Dreams come out of the ethers and actions taken now start to create them and lead them to form.  Maybe you meet someone new and form a lasting kindred relationship.  Maybe you reclaim parts of you psychic ability and start to utilize them more consciously, maybe you call the contractor and start building the edition to your house, maybe you join the gym and refocus your attention to your physical needs, maybe you start something new in your financial life like spending money without feeling guilty or ashamed or start a 401k that you never had before, maybe you deal with your family in a way that is completely different then you ever have before.  Whatever it is that is new, embrace it.  Put the ego self on notice and tell it to stop resisting and affirm that your Spirit is in charge of all of it.

October we will see the seeds sprouting and growing of things we have planted (intended) and started.  We will see where the endings of this year have created new beginnings.  We will continue to live a new reality, one we may not have even seen coming.  We want to acknowledge any unconscious fear or resistance coming up and release it.  We want to utilize another aspect of the “9” year this month, which is Forgiveness.  Forgive yourself,  Forgive everyone, Forgive everything- even if you think you’ve already done that, do it again and do it often this month.  Move forward, accept all that is,  forgive and release- in that order.

You may want to check out the webinars I have scheduled this month titled “Becoming an Economic Healer”  10/12/16 and 10/23/16 7-8pm.  If there is any place we need to end the fear and hold/start the peace it is in the money/financial sector.  And while your at it, check out the rest of my website for more info on all events and webinars.  Until November…

Peace
Ro

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